my story.....

"behind each and every smile, there are many stories that rest within e twinkle of the eye. In the inner most n central portion deep in our every heart, is a unlock door that houses the stories untouchable and untold...."

Life has become very hectic now as we've to stay back till 7 for nite lessons from mon to wed. And as for thur and fri, it is dependent on the subjects taken per class. I'm quite tired, but i'm pressing on. yip! another 4 wks left to prelims. and 42 days to prelim 2 and after that 17days to A's. So altogether there's about 100 over days left to A's =p

in pain =(

OUCHIE!!!! the left side of my tummy hurts > < sigh.... i guess i can't eat cheeze for now =( this is what happens when u have no lactose enzymes in ur body. BOOHOO!!! pain!!! =( sulk* i still have my math and chem left plus a little of GP as well as lit. Why won't the pain go away??? > <

my prayer...

dear lord,
guide me thru this time of trials. this is the time i need u most. pls give me the strength and determination tat i require.

thank you lord =)

my understanding of life now

i'm rli freaking tired. I dunno why. I'm not in even into the full second week of my june hols. To be honest, i've felt like i've even lost the ability to feel like a human. Let's take it this way, I just wanna do selective listening. I'm already sick and tired of even pretending at this stage of my life. so just be realistic. If i can even keep my concentration to listen for more than 30mins, it's good enough already. I dunno what is happening to me, but i'll still be determined to reach the finishing line when my last paper is over in nov. After that i just wanna continue with my life and what ever i wanna do and get over this fatigue that comes with the majors. I just wanna face up to life and get through all other stuff for once and all. I'm tired of remembering that i've been retained. So just let that matter rest. But if u insist on bringing it up, than, u r taking a risk depending on my mood. anyway, i'm going to do my work to clear my boredom or just sleep.

hols started, but it seems like sch hasn't ended

heya, hols lessons have started n they've given us one whole stack of hmwk. My june hols is going to be more abt time management and trying to keep myself sane as well as from burning out. I'm trying not to whine despite being tired. so ya. if u think tat i'm exaggerating abt the stuff i have to do, than it's up to u. can't be bothered to argue.

so ya, another 5 mths to go. hahha, hope tat i'll go thru this majors fast than. hahaha

love the tune of this song

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=EC76b0VZQog


this song is so cute! it's like a girl's fantasy

<3 this song

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=mq5pLi0huhw

Top Of The World Lyrics

(Richard Carpenter/John Bettis)

Such a feelin's comin' over me
There is wonder in 'most ev'ry thing I see
Not a cloud in the sky, got the sun in my eyes
And I won't be surprised if it's a dream

Everything I want the world to be
Is now comin' true especially for me
And the reason is clear, it's because you are here

full lyrics

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